This past weekend, I attended my Kabbalah class which initiates and fosters a deeper connection to your higher self or SOUL self. At this level of self awareness, your intuition and consciousness of life expands greatly. So much so, that sometimes what is revealed to you could be shocking and disturbing. Truths about yourself, truths about others, and then comes that significant moment of making a CHOICE. Do I choose to hold onto the old paradigm or will I be courageous enough to merge with the new paradigm you have asked for.
Two intentions I held within my heart during class was to truly learn how to forgive and let go of the past.
A word to the wise, choosing to hold onto emotions of grief, anger, and resentment WILL stunt anyone's personal and professional growth. Even more importantly, those negative emotions emit low-frequencies and reduces the intimate connection to your SOUL self. Your SOUL self is mindful, conscious, responsible, compassionate, loving, balanced, and clear with his or her daily intentions. Where attention goes, energy flows.
After class, around 6pm, I returned home and was greeted with a swarm of termites inside my living room. They congregated in one corner of the room, essentially looking for a place to nest. Did this unnerve me a bit?? Yes! But, I kept my cool and took care of the problem immediately and efficiently.
Once I had that situation under control, I researched the metaphysical meaning of termites. These little guys are so powerful collectively, they have the ability to dismantle and even destroy the entire structure of a home. Now take that understanding and translate it to; because I’ve subconsciously chosen to hold onto old paradigms that no longer serve me, my inner harmony and happiness have slowly been eaten away. Fears and False beliefs about myself, others, and certain aspects of my personality need to be dismantled and rebuilt. Because I have subconsciously chosen not to accept change, I have become my own worst enemy. The universe is now forcing me to pay attention to my blind spots and actively participate in making healthy changes, or choose to continue to suffer emotionally, mentally, physically, and spiritually.
By sharing my story with you, it's helping me to release certain stuck emotions. I’m being honest with you and with myself, and that is not easy.
Remember, we are all on a journey of learning. And this journey requires choices. So what will you choose to do to help enhance your life?
